6.30.2004

WOW

I am beginning to miss the rain, because it's been sunny for maybe an hour! HA

I am starving, I wish I didn't work till 9.

But good news! I am two pounds lighter as of today, making that SEVEN pounds lost since May 18th, whoop!

DEUCE.

6.29.2004

HAWHDAY!
Lightning's not the ONLY thing striking today.
As we walk out to our cars after work, irony hits two college students after they brag about parking without a school pass and never getting a ticket for it.
Once again, we see two helpless victims of the half security guard/half postal worker dressed mad mob on mopeds: TAMU Transportation Sevices.

Glad it wasnt me.

So yesterday after my physics test I decided to take it chill, and finally do what everyone else does during the summer : NOT STUDY.

But first I had a job interview. I'm auditioning to be a dancer out at Tombstone Texas, a little Old West dinner show park down the highway from here. The dancers all dress like saloon girls, and they do the can-can and stuff. It's pretty exciting. I felt important because I had to dress really nice and socialize with the owners, and I also got to watch the entire show from the sound booth.
It was okay until I found myself getting stuck in conversations with the some of the shadier actors...oh and don't forget who the show was for. It was for the National Rural Postal Workers' Convention, so I found myself having to entertain random high school age guys with my dazzling wit.

Dazzle this, dorks.

AFTER!
Me and my most eXtreme friend Mark headed out to the 'ol Cinemark to catch the late night showing of "Dodgeball". It was definitely a funny movie, if you are a fan of Zoolander. It actually reminded me a lot of that. I'm sad because I can't think of any really good quotes off the top of my head to start saying incessantly, annoying the heck out of everyone around me who hasn't seen the movie, just so I can say to them "Oh, you just gotta see the movie!"

Here's a funny additive to that little snack of speak...
Finding out that the guy you're dating is two-timing you = A few tears
Movie ticket = $6.75
Super Pretzel = $3.50
Realizing that the two timer is the one who gets to sell you that Super Pretzel, all jazzed up in his movie theater apron = PRICELESS

Then we went and got sustenance...late night taquitos at Whataburger! Everything was Totally Awesome and Sweet till a rowdy drunk guy and his crew barreled in. Mark and I eventually backed down when the dude's crass-ness became apalling, and we deuced out.

Then I came home...did absolutely nothing, and went to bed...what a great night!

A little bit of this and a little bit of DEUCE!
-c.Flow-

6.28.2004

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6.27.2004

Hello!
UNDER CONSTRUCTION!
I'm re-doing my blog again, but now you can post comments. It's pretty sweet. Just click where it says comments, down where it posts the time!
WHOOP...
HI! No news today, other than that I have a nasty ol physics test tomorrow. So, the rest of the day is devoted to work and studying..I'm just glad that Friday night was good...okay AWESOME!

Once the test is over tomorrow, my thoughts turn back to the management test on Friday.
But that's at 8 am and then I get to head back to Garland till MONDAY!
And we definitely know that is going to be very, very wonderful. :):):):)

I have decided that summer school at TAMU is not fun, and is not easy, and does not leave me enough time to dilly-dally.
And I'm sooo good at dilly-dally-ing.

I ask WHEN!
When do I...
get time to watch tv?
take random road trips to visit my friends?
watch movies?
play videogames?
chase the cat?
read books that aren't boring?
go to a different bar every night of the week?
have random dance parties in my room?
go out of town to have dinner?
go home?
talk to my friend till 4 am finally go to bed?
go to the pool and cancerize my skin for 5 hours?
go over to someone's house and do absolutely nothing or everything for an entire day?

Summer school is NOT accomodating to my thoughts of what summer should be.

Clorox DEUCE
-c.Flow-

6.26.2004

Have I got a story for yous guys. As part of the " Ultimate College Experience " tm
I take it upon myself to actually go out and do things that I would normally be too scared to.

So last night, Katie Wawak invited me to go out with her...to Halo!

Join me as I venture into the mysterious and somewhat unknown underworld of B/CS, where no straight Aggie has dared to venture...the gay community!!! Dun dun dun!

I have chronicled my journey, and have come back with the startling truth!
There are, in fact, gays among us.
And they party like freakin' rock stars.

First I went with Katie over to Chris's apartment. Katie dated Chris our sophomore year before he became gay. Needless to say, I hardly recognized him in his baby tee and mascara. Then I met a slew of other folks, including Chris's roommate Michael. But he wasn't Michael last night, he was Sharde', and was dressed to kill in a sassy black wig, high heels, and a skintight red dress.

So I'm sitting there, discussing men and fashion, among other things, with my new friends. Around 10:15, we head up to Halo, the gay club in downtown Bryan. I found my new favorite drink, thanks to Chris, and ironically it is called 'Sex with a Bartender'. Katie missed my 21st birthday to make up for that....so we started with a shot of Patron. The fun went uphill, my being sober went quite the opposite!

The DJ played mostly techno, but when he bust out with Britney techno, me and Noah tore it up. We did Toxic AND Me Against the Music, but then the rest of the music sucked. I met a lot of dudes and I went to the first bathroom ever with a see thru frosted glass door. One toilet, people just walk in and out as they please. I guess it didn't really matter, considering the crowd, but the alcohol sure helped me shrug it off.

My favorite gay guy was wearing a black muscle shirt with a leather dog collar and a rainbow chain. My most awkward moment was realizing that guys were actually kissing...that was a little hard to handle, so I closed my eyes, like in a scary movie.

We left Halo at 1 AM and headed out to Northgate. We ended up at Shadow, where there was a suprisingly large number of people taking the dance floor. I stumbled out there in my best, flaunting it with my black high heeled pumps, and manage to keep my balance fairly well. Katie bought me two MORE drinks, and the rest was a blur.

I came home to sleep in my own bed, and went and got my 'Stang this mornin.
Wow...what a wild ride!

And in the words of Amanda Harvell..." These are the Gays of our Lives... "

DEUCE!
-c.Flow-

6.25.2004

WOW.

I cannot believe Britney Spears is engaged.
It's the classic boy meets girl story.
Boy meets girl. Girl picks boy to be backup dancer. Boy does more than dance for the girl. Girl develops fast crush on boy. Boy dumps black girlfriend, a former star of "Moesha" fame, leaving behind their 2 year old daughter and an 8 month old bun in the oven. Girl falls in 'love'. Boy proposes after two month long whirlwind relationship. Girl cancels nationwide concert tour due to "knee" problems.

Funny Story of the Day:
Amanda's boyfriend's roommate thinks I am in utter and complete love with him.
Here's the funny part: ONE NIGHT, we talked, and I expressed no interest in anything beyond friendship with this boy. I need not go into the many reasons why I am not emotionally attracted to this boy, because that's rude.
I DO think it's funny that he says this after blatantly pursuing ME ever since, and then getting back together with his girlfriend.
If I would have known then what I know NOW!

Got news for all you single women!
Showing no interest in a boy and being nice to him is all you have to do to get his attention! And if you don't like him, well, you're up a creek because he thinks you're obsessed.

Part of me wants to laugh at the absurd accusations, and the other part of me is hurt that someone has that much pride to say things like that about me. He doesn't know me, and never took the chance to. I suppose he got what he wanted though...now he looks good and I look like a freak.

Again...I say this again...why don't the guys that I am really interested in give ME a chance?

Maybe it's because I'm not black. I'd be so hot if I was black. I got the big booty and the thunder thighs. I can dance and I like to get my nails done. see? HOT.
So jealous of Beyonce'.

It looks like I'm going to Halo tonight. Halo is a gay club in Bryan. I think the good thing is that I can dance to my heart's content and not worry about anyone taking advantage of me, WHOOP!

I'm going with my friend Katie, the one that went to highschool with me! I am so glad to have her in my management class. She makes the time pass so much easier. And her and Erin come to my aerobics classes too!

There is NOTHING like support from your friends. It makes you feel like your existence on Earth is worth something. All your achievements, all your hard work, all your hopes and dreams..somebody actually cares that you make it through.

Ok, enough for now. I apologize for these recent bouts of human-ness, but one cannot be completely void of intricate thought all the time. I just don't like to acknowledge the thought as much as others.

"Six, five, four, three...DEUCE!"
-c.Flow-

6.23.2004

I think I confuse myself sometimes. I tell myself what I want, I tell myself what I don't want. I tell myself to not look back and not to settle...
I tell myself that I am different now and that I want different things out of life.

But I am also human. I want love, laughter, affection, friendship, and fulfillment, among other things.

In the end, don't we all want that goodnight phone call? That person to go out and party so hard you don't even remember, or that person who is just fine with pizza, ice cream, and a good movie at the same time? Don't we all want someone to care about us as much as we care about them, and be able to seem themselves without anyone else but us? Don't we all want that one person that we know we can count on when the world goes awry? Don't we want that person who can endlessely laugh over memories with us, and always be a part of making new ones?

Or am I just really tired...
Or maybe what I am saying is that it is really hard not to attach emotion to certain people, places, and situations.
And when I say that I have no emotion towards a particular subject, I am probably lying to protect my feelings.
'Cause I know the answer on the other end will NOT be what I want to hear.

Is it possible that we buy time on things we know we will not ultimately want, because we are waiting for something that's already there, and has been there for a long time, to finally come around?

So many things left unsaid....who knows? Maybe me having no guts to say how I really feel will pay off in the long run.

My soapbox is now available for someone else...Goodnight!
-c.Flow-

6.22.2004

DEUCE Posted by Hello
HI there!!

Not much went on today.
Talking to Katie about the DC, sounds like she's having fun!! She went to a taping of CNN Crossfire today, so if you watch that show, look out for my Katie!

Was at the Rec, weirded out by what I saw. A guy running on the elliptical in khaki cargo shorts...how do you do that?

Reasons Why Guy Friends Rock!
(as opposed to boyfriends or love interests)
1. You never have to worry how you look around them!
2. They think you're funny even when you do stupid stuff.
3. You don't have to impress them.
4. They aren't repulsed by your bad habits.
5. They like to talk, really talk!
6. You feel perfectly normal being goofy one second and serious the next.
7. They are excellent resources for advice.
8. You can ask them weird questions and they know the answer, or will deduce it for you.
9. They are usually excited to hear good news, and will be bummed with you over the bad.
10. You don't feel pressured into acting or talking like someone you're not.

And if you DO decide to date them, the transition's pretty natural...and the breakup isn't too bad, in MOST cases. Not all, of course.

This was all brought on by the comment my mother said "I HAD TO PUT ON MY BLOG"....and I almost always listen to my momma.

A certain ex-boyfriend called me last Friday wanting to talk (probably cause he was drunk) but reassured me that the breakup was a good thing. His reasoning?
"I knew I could never marry you when you told me you didn't want to be a housewife!!"

Last time I checked, most chicks in college are looking for a little more than a MRS.
I suggest you go lookin' somewhere else if that's all you want in a woman....or get a time machine, with the date set on '1950'.And that's MY TWO CENTS.

And with that, I'm-a throwin tha DEUCE.
-c.Flow-

6.21.2004

HOWDAY!

Today is Monday, whup dee doo. I just realized that I have been web logging - "blogging" as the techies call it for short - for over a whole year now! Purty cool!

Oh, and I downloaded a new thingie that lets me post pictures. So get ready. This year is gonna be even cooler than the last.
NOW WITH MORE VITAMIN C and PICTURES! :)

I went to Kroger last night and found Jeff in SLAM magazine. If you do not recall what I am talking about, please refer to June 20th. Anyways, his pic was small, but there! I laughed because it took me 10 minutes to find it, and I knew WHERE it was and WHAT it looked like. It makes me wonder...how did he find it? The
basketball gods are kind, Jeff.

QUOTE of THE DAY:From The Anna Nicole Show last night:
Anna: "Is Miami the same as Florida...is California the same as LA?"

YES! haha

And today I am premiering my WTF? of the DAY!
Actually, I have two today.
Numbah One:
I am no "fashionista" but I know a style blunder whenI see one. Never, ever, ever wear platform sandals with brown suede lace up ties that go halfway up your calf, and then pair them with a ratty denim skirt and a rumpled blue baby tee. I shudder to think.
Numbah Two:
Is it possible to wear a backpack on both shoulders, steer your bike with one hand, have a girl draped over the other arm, and still look ultimately cool in your backwards cap and Oakleys?
The survey says....NO.

I am not, I repeat, am not a mean and critical person. I simply notice flaws in everyday life that keep people from looking totally awesome and sweet (TAAS).

Having an eventful day! Management test tomorrow, and the wonderful news that my second physics test was moved to Monday, two days earlier than planned. There goes my fun weekend. BLECCHH.

NEW PET PEEVE: Women who have MANLY voices.
Can't think of any? Well gaw-lly I have!
1) Leelee Sobieski
2) Monica Potter
3) The lady in the red shirt on that Claritin - D commericial. She's definitely the worst.

What the DEUCE? (WTD)
-c.Flow-
Anna TheGoal. Posted by Hello

"everytime i try to fly i fall without my wings, i feel so small, i guess i need you baby...HA!" Posted by Hello

6.20.2004

OKAY!

Great news...My best friend Jeff had a dream.
A dream to be in SLAM magazine. Today, he did not only make it into SLAM, he also made it in Sports Illustrated.
ESPN made an ad that features a picture of Magic Johnson, using smaller pictures to create one big image.
Magic's knee brace is, in fact, a picture of Jeff.
Unbelievable.
LESSON OF THE DAY: No goal is EVER unattainable.

And with that, I will recapture my exciting Saturday!

I did literally nothing, and a little bit of studying during the day because I had no work! Me, Amanda, and Mark also had fun on the Barbie website, and the fruits of our labors are now proudly displayed on the side of the fridge. It is so fun to have a day off from ANYTHING. A little later I took a shower, and then me and Amanda H. went to go get dinner at La Bodega. It was very good, considering that I haven't been there in a really long time.

Then we went to her friend's apt over at Campus Lodge, and they were gonna go play pool so we were like "deuce!"

We headed out to Northgate and dubbbed ourselves the "Northghosts". We must have walked back and forth for half the time we were out there. We finally settled on Logan's, took a table, and admired the boys waltzing by.

Of course, Amanda is taken so she was trying to get me to be brave and approach guys, be a little flirty, etc. I'm a chicken, mainly because I lack a lot of self confidence in the attractiveness department.
I walked up to the bar to get us drinks and the bartender asked what I wanted .
Me: "What do you recommend?"
Bartender: "How about sex with a bartender?"
Me: "Great but I'd rather have a drink first!"
So I come back to the table, laughing because I think I've been propositioned.
My friends Katie and Erin show up, informing me that 'sex with a bartender' is a shot, not a proposition, and I just sounded like a total doofus.
STRIKE ONE.

So for my next trick, I did the "You look really familiar" routine to another cute guy. Turns out he was familiar. He's in my major and I see him a lot. He was slightly cold, so we deuced it outta there.

Amanda ran into a lot of people she knew, I met a lot of people I didn't know. Ran into a guy I met last summer that is a total tool. He kept calling me last June so I finally put his name in as "Don't Answer" so that way I wouldn't even have to remember who he was.

OOH OOHH!
I saw my very first street performer! He was dancing out behind the chicken, and he was a very good Michael Jackson impersonator! He had long wavy black hair, black jazz shoes, white bobby sox, black pants, and a shiny blue jacket! WOW.

I also ran into Lauren D. again, and Erica, a good friend of Brett's. She was so sweet, esp since I'm one of Brett's exes, and she's one of his best friends. I guess fresh/soph year was long enough away, and me and Brett are still pretty good friends.

Went to two new places: The Corner and Gatsby's. Corner was so so, Gatsby's was a little small. Overall still feeling Logan's and Mad Hatters. Did anyone know that Salty closed? weirdness.

Came home and made cookies with Raba till 3 in the morning! There are so many sugar cookies! And they tasted so good. But now I am a little frosting-sick.
I went to sleep watching a documentary on the murder of Gianni Versace, and woke up to watching Maxim's Hot 100 with Raba. Britney was only #36! Jessica Simpson was #1, and Christina was #3. I think Brit and X-Tina should be switched.

Right now I am sadly watching Arizona beat up on Arkansas at the College World Series.

Test on TUESDAY! Then, I'm relaxing the rest of the week, and working everyday.
NEW HABIT: Saying "WHOOP" while flasing the 'westside' signal. It totally works.

Wow, this is exceedingly long, and maybe not too interesting for you guys, so I'll cut it!
DEUCE!
-c.Flow-

6.19.2004

Sorry about venting guys, sorry about hurting y'alls feelings.
I am just ticked off right now.

My mom has been gone for a week and that's who I usually vent to, and she hasn't been able to talk to me. I'm taking my anger out on everything and everyone else because today has sucked.
I only got 2 hours of sleep, I did horrible on my physics tests, and then I had to work.
I got home, and had no one to talk to, blah blah blah.

All I wanted is to have some fun tonight and some company to try and get my mind off things. Stuff didn't go as planned, and I got upset like a little kid.

I needed someone...and everyone was busy.

And when my feelings are hurt, I get weird and don't usually say anything at all.

I'm sorry to you guys, especially my friends.
They all have good reasons for changing plans on me tonite, and I was just too blinded by wanting to get my mind off things that I just didn't see it.

Lesson of the Day: It's good to keep yourself in mind, but becoming self-centered is not the way to do it.

Here's to a long, long summer.

6.18.2004

ALOHA!

PHRASE OF THE DAY:
"Save the drama for your mama."

Had an interesting turn of events today. Worried about my mom all day until I finally get in touch with her around 1 am. "Mother, where have you been?" "Oops, did I forget to tell you, Cortney? I went to Shreveport today!"
Glad somebody is rakin in the big bucks and having the TOHL while I settle for a physics test tomorrow, an all nighter tonight, and the last 4 hours at IHOP.
I should be partying, NOT my mom...even though she needs it.

Usually there's an interesting mix of people at IHOP. Tonight was no exception. This one dude practiced saying foreign words, while he would repeatedly leave the restaurant to go get things from his house. He would also go to other people's booths when they got up to go to the bathroom and look at what they were studying. He refused to wear shoes until they tried to kick him out. So he left all of his stuff on a table and went home to get some. This was the weirdest IHOPper I've ever encountered. Most would agree.

At work today (I'm a telemarketer for the Athletic Scholarship Foundation) we talked to a man who donates 2 mill annually to TX A&M.
Other were in awe, asking what he did for a living, etc. I had one simple question, the only question I believed needed to be answered:
Does this two-million dollar man have any offspring of the male persuasion, single, and over 20?
My question went unanswered, and my fantasies of fame and fortune soon turned back to the automatic dialer, and the endless drone of ringing, followed by the robotic, unisex answering box voice "Please record a message...."

Many have beat down my new image and role model undertakings. Yes, I realize Anna Nicole is NOT the coolest, but it's good to have goals. Right? right!

Why do I have a bed?
I'm not going to be sleeping in it tonight.

Happy Birthday, Clint!
Big 23!...Don't worry..mid twenties is still 2 years off, and 30 is only five after that!

And that's all I got, because now I am REALLY putting off my studies.
I decided that I really don't like physics, and should have take it at an easier institution. However, when I get through it...the challenge will have felt good..hopefully.

MY TWO CENTS
by Cortney

Remember...don't be afraid to take risks every now and then. What's the worse that could happen? I think the worst part is not taking a risk at all, and never knowing what could have been. It sucks to regret, but it sucks more living your life on the thoughts of what it might have could have been if you had more guts.

A reason to start over new....and the reason is DEUCE.
-c.Flow-




6.16.2004

HOWDY!

GOOD NEWS OF THE DAY:Since May 18, I have lost five pounds! Whoop!
I am reducing my portions, doing cardio for one hour six days a weeks, and lifting 4 days a week.
If anyone has any tips on how I can speed up my weight loss, please let me know...right now I'm looking into getting some Trim Spa. (when i have the cash!)

Sorry for the lack of funny news, but its been a while since there's been a presence of funny news.
However, I have come to the rescue of all you loyal fans with my
FUNNY STORY OF THE DAY
brought to you by Physics 201 Professor Allen.

If it isn't bad enough that the planet URANUS is already pronounced "your-anus", my physics prof pronounces it "urine-us".
Thus continuing my belief that the word "URANUS" is the absolute worst word in the English language.
Either way you slice it, you are basically saying something that has to do with bodily function, and no one likes to hear that.

Join me, C.Flow in the campaign to end the use of the word "Uranus" from now on.

Nest to me in the SCC this guy almost fell out his chair backward. I had to giggle to myself just a bit because he knows I saw him, and five minutes later he is trying to still look smooth. Why doesn't he just giggle, and get it over with? That's what I always do. No need for smoothness when you almost cracked your head on the floor.

Help me, I am surrounded by freshmen and their parents...although my memories of new student conference were fun!

NEW GOAL:To look like a cross between the new Anna Nicole and Britney.
I will be Bricole, and I will be fabulous.

Okay, gotta be going. I got stuff to print, and a physics lab to attend to.

Watch out, my outfit's ri-DEUCE-ulous!
Thanks Amanda!

-c.Flow-




6.13.2004

HOWDY!

Just got back from Abilene, went to Kristy's sister's wedding this Saturday!
Me, Courtney, Amanda, and Francois left @ 6:30 am yesterday and drove first to Abilene to check into our hotel. My wonderful date for this weeekend was Courtney, and I think she was one of the coolest dates ever!

I have only attended one wedding in my life so the whole experience was overwhelming, starting with the drive out there!
The wedding was at a ranch in Albany, which is only 45 minutes outside of Abilene. However, the ranch is bigger than I ever imagined. It took us like an hour and a half to get to the house! It was so longgg.....
Me and Amanda were recruited to do the hair and makeup in exchange for hotel rooms! With a big yes we agreed to do it, and thankfully Court helped me out a lot. We did six peoples' hair and makeup, and it turned out beautifully.
The wedding was outside facing the sun, and it was definitely very hot, but a really fun ceremony! Jennifer and John looked so excited to be getting married.
It had the potential to make a single girl like me a little sad, but then I thought about it. I have plenty of time to meet someone and fall in love! I'm only 21. Hello! :)
The reception was also outside but the weather was perfect!
Perks:
wine
food
shade
wine
cake
music
wine
sparklers to see off the happy couple

And then it began storming at 9ish so we had to hightail it outta there, back to Abilene!
Me and Court stayed up, talked on the phone, and watched movies.
Hotels are fun!

We got up this morning to enjoy the free continental breakfast and headed out!
Made it back to CS about 3 and now I'm relaxin till I go to work!
HOLLA!

Only one test this week, so life is cool.
Looking forward to a fun summer!!

6.11.2004

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deuce.
-c.Flow-

6.06.2004

I just realized that the last two blogs began with a HOWDY so I refuse to do that on the first line of this one. I'll do it on the second.

HOWDY!

Funny Facts of the Day:
1) J.Lo is once again married to Marc Antony. Yeah he is about as un-handsome as they come, but maybe that was the prob with Ben. He was too cute, and too smart for her.
2) O.J. is starting his own version of Punk'd where he will, and I quote, "Juice" people. I am not about to make a joke out of this one, cause I know Conan O'Brien will beat me to it with one far, far better.
You've been JUICED!

So I haven't written since Wednesday but life is flowin' and goin.
Me, Mark, and Katie went to practice our swings at the driving range on Thursday. I am trying to get in "shape" for my golf class in the fall. I was flustered at first but then started having a wonderful time. What could be better than being with two of your best buds, hitting balls as hard as possible, for as long as you want?
TIGHT.
And the best part was...I eventually learned how to quit tearing up the grass with my swing, and started hitting the ball...a little. Coach Mark is king. King of Swing.

Thursday night we hit up Northgate and Katie bought me a Long Island IT for buying her balls at the range earlier. It was fun. We saw a lot of friends and we sat around at Mad Hatters with Raba, Francois, Nikki, and lots of other peeps who came to join. We left around 12:45 cause people were tired.

I barely made it to my eight o clock. I was sleepier than I ever been in my whole life! Regardless, I did make it to both classes, and even to my aerobics classes! I came home and my mom had bad news. She got laid off from MCI/Worldcom and now has no job. Life really keeps putting things in perspective for me.

It starts to remind me why I began writing these blogs in the first place. If you take a look back, or you know me, you'd see that this year, starting last summer, has been the most up and down I've ever been in my entire life. The unexpected has become reality and now I live day to day, wondering if anything good will happen, and hoping that even more bad stuff doesn't. None of us should live in fear of the future, but hope that the goodness it brings will wash away the hurt.

And so I end on a fun and kicked-back weekend. Last night I cooked dinner for me and the Murph, and then we went to see Harry Potter 3, an excellent movie, by the way! Tonight I watched Club Dredd, also another good one, smae guys that did Super Troopers. Tomorrow starts the week all over again! WHOOP!

I still do not know where life will take me, and most of me doesn't want to think about it yet...I'm young, and I have potential. Tons of it!

DEUCE!
-c.Flow-

6.02.2004

HOWDY!

So I did make it to the RIGHT classes today.
Management was BORING, and I'm scared that this trend will just keep going.
Physics was interesting cause our prof looked like the Colonel from the Kentucky Fried Chicken bucket, and all he wanted to talk about was the integrated circuit and trigonometry. Doesn't he know that I've had classes on the integrated circuit my whole life? :)
The best part was when some guy's cell phone rang and Prof KFC goes "And there's our integrated circuits in action!"
It is the first time I have actually wanted to learn about physics, and not have the teacher be sidetracked.
We also had a deaf person with two interpreters in our class.
I think Prof KFC gets jealous because we all stare at the ridiculously interesting interpreters instead of him. Their hands move so fast and they even have expressions!
And they can say "integrated circuit" with their hands!!!
It's X-treme!

Other than that, I went to five bookstores today to get my silly little lab manual after I worked out. IT's been a long day! Glad I don't work tonight.....

I think we all need to try and keep in touch with people. WE're all about to graduate and move. Sometimes you forget how great those old friends are until you're forced to realize that within the next year, they could be way far away, with a job, or kids, or getting another degree. Hold on tight!!!

RANT of the DAY:Doncha just hate it when you have to reveal yourself as "normal" and "human" and however else one may put it? Blechh...
Anyways, I too have relationship problems that have yet to be resolved, which are the reasons I haven't been sleeping a lot lately. Want my opinion?
Don't? You'll get it anyway.

When two people decide to have a "long distance" relationship, it is fine to not see each other for an extended period of time, and not even talk on the phone everyday. Completely understandable.
But when two people live ten minutes away from each other, I wouldn't consider that a "long distance" relationship.
How can you not make a little time for someone so close? Beats me...ask him.

Whew...felt good to get that out. I did think of something funny today, a little twist on the "ideal man" if you will.

The ideal man is like a fine and expensive wine. Selected with the utmost care, he does not come cheap. You have earned you way to be in his presence, and when you have him, you realize how wonderful it is to have something so rich and full of flavor that the mere scent of him makes you tingle with excitement. He is pure, smooth, and mature, and has been waiting for someone like you to come along. He'll never let you down, and when other people know you've been around him, you suddenly become that much cooler. Saying his name makes their eyebrows raise in approval, and you're always affirmed that you made the right choice. To be with him for a little bit will make you happy, but to be with him for a lifetime will actually improve your health!

Wish of the Week:Up at Post Oak Mall they make personalized belts, with your name or whatever in rhinestones on the buckle! How tight would "C.FLOW" look on a belt? Waaaaaaaaay tight!!!

Sippin on gin and DEUCE!
-c.Flow-

6.01.2004

HOWDY!

It is June 1st and I am starting yet another day of school.

At first I couldnt sleep because our power went out, but luckily I was up to fix my alarm clock back, unlike last time. Whoops!

Anyways, I got up about 6 and got ready fer school, put on my clothes, made my signature breakfast (an omelette and a bowl of oatmeal) and left around 7:30. It was late because by the time I got to campus it was already crowded!
I left this to the fact that it IS the first day of school, and people usually come. I predict the rush will be over by next week!

My management class will not be too bad. My very good friend Katie from my old high school sits next to me, and Francois (Amanda's bf) is in there as well!
I also know 2 black guys in our class, Jamaal and Rodney, who are Kappa Alpha Psis' (or former Stompfest partners!) I prolly know more black people in that class than anyone else.
A&M doesn't exactly have a diverse culture too often, so I'm glad when I can take part!

I waited and rode the bus over to the Zachary building, thinking I had physics today, forgetting that it was a Tuesday. I have physics M,W,F so basically, I looked like an idiot. Katie didn't seem to mind, and I waved good-bye and rode the bus back over to west campus and went to workout!

Alls well that ends well. I ran my errands, bought a ridiculously expensive tank of gas, came home and ate a snack, and layed out with Katie on the deck. Now I have a set of tan lines from this afternoon, and a set of tan lines from a carwash on Saturday.
I am UV ray challenged.

Tonight I start teaching again at the REC, with hip hop!!! I glad cause I love teaching that! It's the class I feel most comfortable in, der. Mainly cause I do what I want, no stinkin' guidelines. I just have fun!

I found a quote I like for my profile, that I feel is so true about me and my life!
I have spent so much time not doing things because I'm afraid I'll regret what I do. But how will I ever know where my life is supposed to go if I do not take a chance once in while? Think about that!

Hope you all had a good Memorial Day! After finally figuring out that it was not Labor Day or Veterans Day, or any other day like that, I went and had my first taste of a venison burger! Almost as good as my buffalo burger from Wings n More!! Whoop!

And in the words of "Larry the Cable Guy" - Git R Done!
And in the words of c.Flow....Git R DEUCE!

See y'all lata!